sick

oh i am sick! my rozie is acting really strange and has built a nest. she isn't due until the 7th but i wonder if they might come early with how she is acting. will try to trim her belly today. and maybe sterilize thier water bottles if i stop feeling dizzy. took a rescue dog back yesterday, she just wasn't working out and i'm kind of surprised because since she has been back she has been better behaved than she was before she left. it figures i get sick right at the beginning of my be less lazy mission. i swear i am going to start doing more and complaining less. lots of other moms before me had lots more to do than i do and they did it. there is no reason that i cannot keep everything running smoothly and still have time to do the things i love like spinning and making things. i really want to start making bread. like enough to where we dont have to buy it anymore. i need to get organized. i did manage to get the room ready so that when the baby comes amadea can go into sebastians room. all i have to do is hang the cieling fan. and then i have to fix the closet in maggies room and put up her new door and buy a door knob. then i have to hang another rack in my closet for the new baby and i will be pretty much ready. i still have to finalize my xmas treat baking list. today i will open up a notebook and get started. i do better if i write everything that i need to do down.